Being the Weirdo in the Dirt

Did all this shit really happen? Yup and Hollywood was going to make a movie about it all…..oh well.

Many decades ago, my wife and I had a badass loft condo in old time South Boston— aka “Southie”.

It was a great two-floor unit in a converted old school brick building, with 30-foot ceilings and 20-foot windows.

Our living room?

Half of the old school auditorium stage, complete with side curtain entrance. Real character. Right around the corner from the unit was the “D Street” housing project, which—at the time—was barely hanging on. It looked and felt forgotten, in the buildings and in the eyes of the people living there. You’d think people in charge would know by now that “affordable housing” doesn’t have to feel like a punishment for those living there. Eventually—after forever had passed—they finally started tearing down the worst parts and building new units.

New structures, fresh paint.

Shiny on the outside.

That’s where I came in.

See, at the time, that section of Southie was still “in transition.” (If you know what that means, you know what that means.) There were piles of dirt, debris, and old ghosts of violence and drug addiction everywhere—and me. I’d wake up on Sundays ( when it was warm), walk down to the D street Projects construction site, and sit in the old dirt to do my spiritual work. This wasn’t just a hobby. I knew of and felt the energy embedded in that land, I knew many people called residents in that area “D street dirt balls” and they were not, they are just people who accepted the energies dumped on them, people that needed some help, some way out of the loop.

Why Me?

☘️ Well, I was raised in the Mary Ellen McCormack Housing projects, right there in Good Ol’ Southie.

I know the frequency of depression, fear, addiction, and rage that soaks into walls and sidewalks of Housing Projects.

You can’t just slap some new stucco over that vibe and pretend the past didn’t happen. So, yeah, I sat in the dirt. Sometimes holding it like a lotus flower. Sometimes talking to it. Always working on the old energy contained in each molecule. And yeah, I got heckled while doing so. “Fucking weirdo.” “Yuppy fag nut.” “Fucking fruit loop.” where some of the old energies that were cast my way while trying to make the place better for all….

Gotta love old Southie.

(Side note: I was called a “long-haired gay boy” back in the 80s when my hair was sexy rock star length when I lived there as a metalhead semi bass playing kid. Then when I moved back in the 2000s with short hair, I was called “A fucking Yuppy.” I still don’t know what hair length would make my fellow Irish Bostonians happy.)

Anyway, weekend after weekend, I showed up. I did the work.

And when I felt the land was humming again, I left, and it was done.

And then something weird happened.

Or maybe something predictable (In my world)

A ripple started.

The whole area energy shifted.

The Seaport District in Southie—five minutes from us—exploded with growth.

Real estate prices skyrocketed in Southie. The vibe changed. People changed. It was like the land exhaled and let go. So the job was done and Helena and I both felt at the exact same time that it was then time to go and we sold our loft for asking price, no inspection wanted, almost instant occupancy after listing.

That, my friends, is what good karma smells like.

So we moved.

Helena put her finger on a map and said “Here.” So, we went “there.”

And we’re still there.

Why am I telling you all this?

Because being yourself matters.

Being a “fucking weirdo” if that’s what it takes—matters.

I’ve spent decades doing this work, owning a business with my wife in one of the most expensive business rent areas in Boston, where we did transformative work on Newbury Street (first block—aka, the fancy ass part). We helped people transform their lives, their health, their businesses, their spiritual wiring. And yeah, I thought it was all bullshit once, too.

I saw it happening in real time.

Stuff that shouldn’t happen. Stuff that changed everything. So before you write any of this off—before you call me a fruit loop—know this: Helena and I are just like you. We just decided decades ago to stop waiting for anyone else and start being the change. For decades, we’ve worked our energy, our spirits, and our asses off so that the “wild stuff” can happen IRL.

And it does happen. All the time.

So if you’re ready to shift something—yourself, your life, your world—buy one of our programs.

Not because we need it. But because you might.

With love from the dirt,

Brian

Choice

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The Edge of Everything: How Consciousness Ascension Could Rewrite Our Global Destiny

If you’ve felt a strange, low hum beneath the noise of daily life lately — that uneasy blend of dread and anticipation — you’re not imagining it.

We are living in an era where the word apocalypse no longer belongs solely to ancient prophecy or Hollywood scripts. Whether we’re talking about the creeping hand of climate catastrophe, the geopolitical saber-rattling of nations armed with world-ending technologies, or the accelerating breakdown of trust within societies, the possibility of a global collapse feels closer than at any point in living memory.

And yet…

An apocalypse is not just an ending — it is a choice point.

In its truest meaning, apokálypsis translates from Greek as “unveiling” or “revelation.” That means that what we are facing is not simply destruction, but the exposure of all that has been hidden — in ourselves, in our leaders, and in the energetic patterns shaping our planet.

👉Why the Threat Feels So Real Right Now 👈

We cannot gloss over the tangible threats.

• Political Polarization and Nuclear Posturing: Power blocs are aligning with a rigidity that echoes the darkest chapters of the 20th century. The difference now? The weapons are faster, more precise, and in some cases… autonomous.

• Climate Disruption: The oceans are heating at rates scientists didn’t predict for decades. Superstorms, megafires, droughts, and floods are rewriting maps and displacing millions.

• Ecological Collapse: We are approaching tipping points — ice sheet loss, rainforest dieback, mass species extinction — that, once crossed, are irreversible.

• Information Wars: Truth itself is under siege. In a world flooded with misinformation, the human nervous system is stuck in a constant low-grade fight-or-flight loop.

This is what makes today’s moment unprecedented: the threats are not isolated events — they are interwoven, amplifying each other.

✋But Here’s the Part No One Talks About✋

The state of collective consciousness shapes the probability of these threats manifesting in their worst possible form.

Energy — whether we call it chi, prana, ki, mana, or the quantum field — is not passive. Human thought and emotion are not private events happening in a skull. They are vibrational inputs into the shared reality. When a species is vibrating primarily in fear, suspicion, and scarcity, it pulls future timelines into alignment with those frequencies.

This is why spiritual mastery has always been more than personal wellness.

It is planetary stewardship.

How Consciousness Changes the Game

When you raise your consciousness — truly raise it, not just reading feel-good affirmations while still rooted in old fear patterns — you shift your energetic broadcast to the collective field. This is not metaphor. Sensitive instrumentation has shown that coherent, heart-centered states create measurable changes in electromagnetic fields.

The Apex Life in Synergy® Program, developed by Boston’s multi award winning wellness coach Helena Collins and refined through decades of real-world transformational work, was designed for this very reason: to help individuals clear the repetitive subconscious and energetic loops that keep them vibrating at survival-level frequencies.

When enough individuals hold a higher energetic frequency consistently, three things happen:

1. Perceptual Expansion: You begin to see solutions and opportunities that were literally invisible at a lower state of awareness.

2. Energetic Stabilization: You are less reactive to external chaos, becoming an anchor point in the storm.

3. Reality Influence: You contribute to shifting the probability lines toward timelines where humanity survives and thrives — even in the face of enormous threat.

☯️ From Passive Witness to Conscious Architect ☯️

The trap in moments like this is apocalyptic passivity. People watch the news, shake their heads, and feel powerless. They forget that the outer world is an echo of the inner world. Every thought, every choice, every emotional state is a seed thrown into the soil of the collective.

Doing nothing is not neutral.
It is choosing by default — and default choices are almost always shaped by fear.

Advancing your consciousness is the single most impactful form of activism you can undertake. It is activism on the level of reality itself.

Reshaping the Destiny of the Planet

Imagine this:

• A critical mass of people, across nations, religions, and identities, all consciously working to dissolve their internal division — and by doing so, reducing the energetic fuel for global conflict.

• A wave of humans who no longer vibrate with helplessness, but with empowered vision — making choices in politics, technology, and resource stewardship that reflect long-term planetary thriving.

• Leaders emerging who are not driven by ego-survival, but by service to the whole — because the collective field now supports such leadership.

This is not utopian fantasy. It is physics. The field responds to the dominant frequency.

The only question is: who will hold that frequency?

Your Invitation

At Life in Synergy, we’ve spent decades watching people move from locked-in, fear-based patterns into expanded states where their personal lives, health, and relationships transform — and their energy quietly, but powerfully, alters the trajectory of those around them. The Apex Life in Synergy® Program was built to accelerate this shift. It is a tested, integrated system for breaking the exact patterns that keep humanity cycling toward collapse.

If you’ve ever wondered “What could I possibly do in the face of something so big?” — this is it.

Because when enough individuals choose consciousness over collapse, the apocalypse timeline fades, and a new one emerges.

We are at the edge of everything.

The world you wake up to in the next decade is not yet decided.

Your consciousness is one of the deciding votes.

👉 Explore the Apex Life in Synergy® Program and join the work of reshaping destiny.